2002-02-16 | BUILDING NOTHING OUT OF SOMETHING
give jenna the blanket her knees are getting warm there's no need to thank them when the bees begin to swarm everything is shibby but maybe she's still cold somebody get it for her before she get's real old brother took the car again she's stuck at home is she alone or is she my friend these thoughts they fill my dome but not really i'm just rambling through aritifcial images i just met her nothing really makes sense but still i try and manufacture something not sure if it comes from nothing i'll be there at the concert we'll find out who's there that wants her is she an introvert or an extrovert i'm just talking shit, nobody's gonna get hurt i don't even know what i mean, more or less i just thought i'd tell you while it was fresh and you don't know what i'm telling you 'cuz it's just a creative leak from a distorted brain don't take it as much you may never even feel my touch my hands belong to only one love used to be shaky like when i would hold a gun everytime i used to see one, i'd get nervous but i was too cool, to show my fear i thought i'd be with that other girl forever thank god, it didn't get too far of course i think about her i want to show her that i turned out alright i wouldn't be surprised if she didn't without me there to tell her what she deserved to hear but still didn't want to you know? you try to help but some people just don't want it even when they love you and i think she just maybe did but in alot of ways i'm still a kid but i've seen enough, to have grown up a little, just by chance but i'm never going to stop having fun and things that other people stress over will never be an issue to me just another thing to kill time between the real things in my life and most of those revolve around her the new her the only her that should've ever been that's just the way i want it everything for her the way i always planned it because i have become so much more through her eyes and since i've been in her sight i got good things too, to keep me up at night
- premature ejaculation
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