2002-02-12 | I'M GLAD, EMO PHILLIPS MUST BE SAD

i feel inspired in a different way then ever before

i don't feel forced to do something just so i can feel good tomorrow

i'm too clear-headed to write something prolific

it's a good thing baby, thanks for your time

i know it's not the best for creative flow

but it's the only sense of perfectness i've ever known

so keep on doing what you're doing

and i'll try and make due with these feelings of love

you were on line, but i guess you fell off

it's like the gods were slowly watching, and then one of them coughed

it shook you off the axis, and your lines were crossed

it's hard to be cynical when you have no sense of lost

i swear i used to be as deep as that gash in his head

i swear i could write better when i wished i was dead

it's amazing how i draw between the lines when i see red

but i tend to drift when my mind floats upward

i know it's not cool to be happy

i guess you've never been where i've been

because i've never had this feeling of accomplishment

without really doing a single clever thing

i guess that being yourself is real important

'cos sooner or later, someone thinks he's a pretty neat guy

no matter how much your hand hurts

eventually it will be able to rest

or be used to caress

someone other then yourself

i had to put my notebook on the shelf

i type for lack of a pen

i have one but then again

i can't do much with it

i just twirl my hair

and think about yours

and how it smells

and how my fingers feel when they're immersed

i think about silly things, when i'm supposed to be at work

i picture you and me at a concert

and kissing after every song

and hearing all the disgusted people hiss

but hearing all the hopeful people sigh as they wait for their kiss

whatever, i'm happy

it doesn't matter who hates

it doesn't even matter if i stay up late

what am i waking up for, without her here?

what's waking up in the middle of the night without being able to nibble on her ear?

i'm lucky to have her

i'm so fucking happy to have her

i just wish right now i could have her

i would reach right out and grab her

i'd lose my mind, if i didn't know she was waiting also

she's the only reason that i'm carefree

imagine, when i move in, how lazy i'll be

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