2001-12-08 | RETURN OF THE MACKintosh

hear ye, hear ye!!! the amazing jonathan is back. my lame computer finally works. sorry for all of you that relied on me for entertainment, and thanks for those of you who stuck by me. i won't be able to tell how many stuck by me for quite some time, so drop me a line if you see that i have returned. i just came back from las vegas. i finally met my Stephanie in person. i love her so fucking much it hurts. she's all the way in Tucson. Way too fucking far. gut wrenching. i'll elaborate on other entries, which will appear before this if you go in that order, or whatever. you know what i mean, i think? i don't think anything else new has happened. except everything has changed for the worst besides Stephanie. I came back to a much darker Hawaii. everything feels so ugly and empty. i just want to be with her. i'd do anything just to be with her right now, so we can start our life together. it's going to be a hard few months here. thank you for your support. tell me i'm sane. i need that. love, jonathan pebblestone m.d.

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