2001-07-29 | IGNORANCE

first line written about a week ago. the rest written today..... don't hate me because i'm un-dutiful

IGNORANCE

I'd use my head if it wasn't so sore. I'd choke myself if I could get off the floor. I'd help myself, but I'll give up soon. I can't deal with all the expectations I have to live up to. Don't you know what you do to us? With your lack of knowledge, and your hatred, and your doubt, and your questions....Can't you leave us alone for a minute? I'd ask you to go if you weren't already "gone". I would of told you to stay put, but your phone wasn't on. It was turned off, like me listening to you speak....What is it you want?....what is it you seek?

why do you speak?

why don't you listen?

why don't you leave?

why do you come at all?

why don't you fall?

and break your neck

don't break your fall

hope you miss the last step

and trip and slip and fall and stumble

why can't you be more humble?

why are you so brave?

why don't you go back to your cave?

it's yourself you should save...

so stay out of my way

nobody asked you

but you swore you heard them

you can't really touch

if you've done no time learning

why does your position keep turning?

why are your eyes burning?

why is your stance on stand-by?

why need you always understand why?

just let us be...

don't be jealous of us..

'cos you'll never have it this good, anyway

your envy is a lost cause

your entry isn't authorized

stay out of our lives

why can't you be nice?

why are you so angry?

you're so far away, you can't see what you could be

if you cared about yourself

and forgot everyone else

- premature ejaculation | tantra +