2001-07-03 | "mood swings INFERNO"

this may be the worst one of the bunch. it's all over the place. bear with me earth.lings. as chris farley said "it's one small leap for man, one giant leap for............I.....HAVE...A DREAM!!!

"MOOD SWINGS INFERNO"

the sad songs kill me, and save me simultaneously

they make me crazy

and make me cry

but i smile sometime later

i lay in bed with something over my head

processing thoughts, over and over again....

trying to keep a clear mind

but that new model is so hard to find

i try to unwind...

but the last few months-good and bad-just rewind

she makes me happy

but the time without her makes me mad to, you know, be without her!

and it makes me sad.....

the love songs make me sick

when i have no one to love

the love songs made me sick

but now i write them for my love

the work speaks for itself

when her and i lay there silently

i still get upset, but not as violently

i relate to sadness, and also complete happiness

(almost complete)

i have a little of both

but when falling in love like you never have before

doesn't that come along with it?

when you've met someone like you've never met before

you have to believe in all that is good, too

especially when you feel like you've known them forever

but being without the missing piece for just a short time

can fuck with your mind

can take away all that feels sublime

momentarily....but enough to make you think

all that rises doesn't sink, not when you find what may have always been the link

- premature ejaculation | tantra +