2001-12-09 | I'M JUST WAITIN' ON A (BEST) FRIEND

Stephanie is my everything. She is just so great. She's so beautiful. I'm so proud to be part of her. She is so perfect for me. She keeps me sane. She comforts me and tells me it's going to be okay, even if she's feeling slightly down. She's just unbelievable. I can't even express what she means to me. I don't know what i'd do without her. All i know is when she's not around i feel like dying sometimes. At other times she makes me feel like jumping for joy. But i just parted with her, so for now i'm just sad. really, really sad. i just can't get her face out of my head. i'm glad about that. But i just see her eyes, and it makes me cry. I'm glad she knows how much i love her, and that she loves me the same. It's going to be hard, but it's going to be her that brings me through the pain. When i see her again, things will be so good. Then i'll have to wait a few months to be with her again, but the next time will be for good. Then i'll be complete. I love you sweet girl. You are my life. My heart lives in you. My home is wherever you are. You've made me so happy. You're not making me miserable. I just feel like so much of me is missing right now. I'm going to have to cry for awhile. Then i'll be done for awhile. I just need you so much. I love you, sunshine. Goodnight, Stephanie. I'll be waiting for you

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