2004-12-26 | DRAMA(not)MINE
Lately it seems that a majority of people around me like to live their lives surrounded by personal drama, and some of these idiots even seem to go as far as to create it themselves, purposely, so they can have something to live for. Or die for. Or something to make me want to vomit. For the last few months whenever I'm surrounded by this unecessary drama or stress, my lip starts to swell up. I feel like one day my whole head will explode. It's mainly people at work who are drama enthusiasts, and unfortunately I spend most of my time with other people when I'm at work. I never get swollen lips when I'm at home, so I assume that it's a stress thing, mostly brought about by being at work and having dramatic fucks trying to stir up stress. It's like these people don't know how to function without some kind of conflict, and they don't even attempt to find some kind of positive aspect to situations, which I find pretty simple to do in most situations I've come across in my life. I'm talking like 98% at least. Do they even know that good can be found in even the worst situations. Has it even dawned on them that there is an alternative to being a miserable asshole for the rest of your life? I don't know. Tell me if you do. I watch tv and movies for drama. I like it when I see it on those mediums. I'm tired of seeing it during simple every day situations that should be extremely easy to work through. I don't know how to finish this, so I just will.
- premature ejaculation
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