2001-09-08 | "STEPHANIE KNOWS WHO"-LOVE

So have I mentioned I am in love more then I have ever even been close to being in love before? Well I am....quite possibly more in love then anybody has ever been in love with anybody in the history of falling in love.

I am in so deep.

And I like it in here. Come on in, the water's fine.

Have I also mentioned I met her on the computer? I never thought I would go that route, but it happened, and I have to thank aol for bringing us together...I am in such awe of this whole thing.. the computer generation....my relationship...and in total awe of my Stephanie...I love her so much. She amazes me....she is awesome...she is beautiful..she is smart...she is sexy...she is tender...she is sweet...she is cool...she is soft...she is honest...she is determined...she is shy...she is sensitive...fun-loving, sad, powerful, happy, timid, extroverted, introverted, comforting, perfect, simple, exciting, original, an individual, gentle, life-experienced, worldly, fashionable, unique, and she loves me....ME! how did I pull this off? I gained an angel, and all single men lost the dream girl....she's like a dream come true to me...she's 31...I can't believe i found her before somebody else did. I'm the luckiest man in the world. I'm going to do my best to make her happy forever. I'm serious....FOREVER!

I am so proud of who she is and what she was and what she will be and what she's doing and what she has done and where she's been...and where we will go together. She's very supportive of me, also...and so caring. We enjoy "babying" each other. At least I think she does. I know I love being there for her. I like to cater to her. I'm not letting this one go, if I have anything to do with it....because she is THEE ONE!

We like alot of the same music...we finish each others sentences...we know what the other person is thinking, or about to say. We like some of the same tv shows and actors. We like some of the same movies. I'm sure she'll like more of the same that I like as soon as she sees more. I can't wait to curl up with her on the couch and watch reservoir dogs, or true romance, or godfather, or dogday afternoon....shit I'd settle for Honey I Shrunk the Kids. I just want to be with her, already. I think she's so damn cool. I mean I am proud to be with her. "how do I work this, how do I work this." "this is not my beautiful house, this is not my beautiful wife"

BUT SHE WILL BE, DAMMIT! MARK MY WORDS

although no rings have been exchanged and nothing has been made official....she is pretty much my fiancee. That's how confident I am in this relationship. it's friggin unbelievable. I don't care if some of my cool punk rock friends think I'm being a sissy....or if they wouldn't understand...cool indie people..shoegazers...most haven't felt what i have or been involved in something this great. I hope you do soon. you don't know what you're missing. i can't wait to go to punk rock shows with Stephanie, and rock festivals, and movies, and museums, and baseball games, and tractor pulls...well not tractor pulls but pretty much anywhere else. anything not including what would be a fun day in alabama. well, thats it....I love Stephanie...plain and simple. I love you Stephanie. You're the fucking greatest. love, jon

p.s. I'd also like to deeply thank mr. Al Gore for inventing the internet. thanks, al. (domo arigato, mr. roboto)

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